same

It's the same dilemma again. We're slowly stopping from classes these days, it's the end of semester 3. But, we're still on date line's pressure. I've lose motivation in me again.

I was thinking, maybe I should have think of something easier to execute. For now, I see myself

not doing design anymore in the future. Many are like that.

Some times, I just think, why am I doing this? It's not giving me satisfaction or sense of achievement what so ever, like what designers are suppose to have. I'm struggling through this design thing. I'm not bad, but I'm not good either. It's not making any sense right now.

Sometimes, I hear this in the radio. Many people lives a boring life. Everyday is the same, life as a human= life as a robot, no sense in life. I feel this way right now. I think if I can do design part time, while putting other things as my priority, it would be more fun. At least, i'll like design more than now.

Doing thing we don't like, is not important, and why am I still doing this? I do not have the answer.